i actively like want to die today lol
first impressions
Heather. 25. I'm a: grad student in Communication, a reformed kpop fan, and hot mess. This is a personal blog. she/her or they/them pronouns..
i actively like want to die today lol
on love that is filth
and beds that are blood
i have no signs of being neurodivergent except for the “gets obsessed with something and then can’t stop learning about it, and will talk non-stop about this thing for weeks” and it’s happening now when I really need to go to bed
being in your early twenties is like [grocery shopping alone] [having instant noodles for dinner] [remembering random details about that one friend you haven't spoken to in five years] [feeling overwhelming guilt for every purchase that isn't strictly "necessary"] [having midday naps] [finding out through facebook that the girl who was mean to you in high school has a husband and a baby] [falling a little in love with every stranger on public transport] [pretending you're not afraid of being alone] [wondering when you'll feel like a fully realized person] [listening to bands you liked in middle school] [blinking and it's suddenly december] [failing to imagine yourself ten years from now] [feeling like you're running out of time]
I’ll have a Piña Colada, not virgin. Wanna see my ID? Totally have it!
13 GOING ON 30 (2004)
books i’ve read in 2020 → the song of achilles by madeline miller
he is half my soul, as the poets say